Meet Illusion, a Portuguese SuicideGirl who says she can’t live without apples and spends most of her free time stumbling on her feet.

Name: Illusion

Age: 18

Location: Portugal

Makes me happy: My doggies

Makes me sad: When my iPod doesn’t work

Hobbies: art

Five things I can’t live without: Music, dogs, apples and panties

Vices: Underwear

I spend most of my free time: Stumbling on my feet

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